Deep Blue Funk
I really wish I could figure out what happened. I seemed to be doing OK, I felt relatively stable emotionally for quite a while, and now it just seems like I have fallen into some kind of pothole, and not only can I not find the way to climb out, I don’t even know where I am on the road. Anyone have a roadmap? :LOL:
Anyway, there really isn’t that much going on with me anyway. Just the normal day-to-day survival stuff. One good thing though is that I finished paying for my new computer! 
So I am very happy about that, and maybe now I won’t be so broke. Heh.
I need to start thinking about getting Donovan into daycare. As much as he AND I both hate the idea. It’s obviously time. I am starting a class in February, and after that, the job search will get very serious. And hopefully by the summertime I will be moving to a place closer to some good public transportation.
So things aren’t that bad. But still I sleep almost all day and barely can get myself up to go places. Maybe I am OVERmedicated now. I take like 6 pills at once in the morning, and another one at night now. And when I started, I wasn’t taking ANYTHING. Whew. But I am trying to stick it out and not stop taking them like I do sometimes.
Wow, I really had nothing pivotal or deep to say today, huh? :huh: But thanks for listening. It helps.
