Oct 16, 2003
Out of Touch
*sigh* I feel so ‘out of the loop’ with this whole online blogging thing. I have links that I used to read so avidly and I still love to visit, but I feel…removed…from them and from everyone. I want to leave comments but everything I try to say ends up sounding contrived and forced, and I feel so dumb because it has been so long since I have been to most of those sites. I guess it really doesn’t matter, but I can’t help feeling a bit guilty. Hopefully the energy will come back. I feel the depression sinking its teeth into my brain once again, but I am fighting it off as rabidly as a bull terrier with a half dead squirrel. And the difference is, this time I really WANT to beat it…
