Some of My Personal Poetry
Eternity
A million lifetimes agoI saw your eyes
Shining through the darkness
Beckoning to me
Deep, liquid, fathomless
Looking into my spirit
For eternity. A thousand lifetimes ago
I saw your lips
Mouthing words in the darkness
Speaking sweetly to me
Thick, luscious, tender
Captivating my mind
For eternity. A hundred lifetimes ago
I saw your hands
Moving slowly in the darkness
Caressing my body
Gentle, supple, arousing
Enthralling my passion
For eternity. A lifetime ago
I saw your face
Near to mine in the darkness
Turning towards me
Achingly, beautifully familiar
Inspiring my creativity
For eternity. In this lifetime
I see your soul
Reach for mine in the darkness
As mine reaches back
Sweet, hesitant, hopeful
You've captured my love
For eternity. Written December 24, 2002
Inspired by C.M.Jones...eternally
Desire
There you are before meCaramel skin glistening
Supple and soft
Muscles bunching beneath
Liquid brown eyes fathomless
Gazing into mine
Long graceful fingers
Stroking down my arm
Sending shivers
Sweet succulent lips
Capturing mine in a feverish dance
I place my hands
Behind your smooth bald head
Press my breasts
Against your broad chest
Mold my thighs
Against yours
Feel my heart
Beat madly with
Desire
Your hand reaches down
Seeking
Finding the moist recesses
Of my very being
I moan against your lips
And you smile
I melt against you
Whispering your name
We sink to the bed
Caught in a desperate embrace
I clutch the sheets helplessly
Powerless to stop the
Desire
I taste myself on your tongue
I rise above you
Hair trailing down your stomach
As your muscles tense
And I hear you groan
And my knees grow weak
We join together
In an ancient rythym
Lips entwined
Reaching
Finding
Utter satisfaction
Even though you've gone for now
Your taste still lingers
On my lips
Your scent remains
On my sheets
Your essence still
Holds my soul captive
Until the next time
We're overtaken by
Desire
Love Song
Your voice tells me of your desire.Your eyes tell me of your hunger. Your thirst.
Hunger only I can appease.
Thirst only I can quench.
I see your mouth seeking, your pink tongue eager for the sweetness.
Your muscles tense.
Frantic.
Then you find what you seek.
Our eyes meet.
Your drain me,
While my spirit fills.
My soul sings with pleasure,
My heart swells with pride,
As I watch your eyes glaze with rapturous satiation.
Your body relaxes,
And you loll like a drunken sailor in my arms.
My ears hear your soft steady inhalations;
My nose smells your sweet moist breath;
My eyes watch you sleep;
My mouth tastes your sweat as I kiss your forehead gently;
My fingers feel your smooth soft skin as I gently caress your cheek;
My body feels you snuggle closer.
I drift off to join you,
Anticipating the next time your big brown eyes will open,
Wanting more.
That only I can give.
And I wish you could stay a baby forever.
So we could always share this miraculous bond that is breastfeeding.
Love Star
Our love star rose with the joy that day,So many things we had to say,
Holding on tight to the love we felt,
There was nothing left to do but melt,
We joined our lips, our bodies combined,
We took each other slow in time,
I kissed your neck, and watched your face,
I touched your hand, and felt the pace,
Your heart beat faster with every move,
My heart couldn't handle the love in you,
We fell for each other, and joined our love,
We fell for each other, and I looked above,
A star approached, showing my fate was met,
The star passed by, knowing nothing was left. Our star of love fell with the pain today,
Nothing else was left to say.
I looked at you as you walked away,
Wishing I knew how to make you stay.
In the street a puddle grew,
Reflecting all my love for you,
Although we part my love remains,
In the water our love's the same,
The reflection shows what's truly felt,
But the heart shows the hand that's really been dealt,
I guess maybe time will bring it back,
But I can't watch and wait like that.
My Mind
My mind is like an empty sphere that catapults through time,Knocked down from the precipice of sanity sublime.
I try to look into the thoughts that once had seemed so clear,
Realizing all at once it's just a thin veneer.
A hiding place ingenious for dark, injurious lies,
Yet now eroding pretense does expose the maddening cries;
The high and miserable keening of a soul that's lost it's way,
Completely vanquished by the agony that can't be held at bay.
Someday
SomedayI'll forget
The color of your eyes
The sound of your voice
Will be unfamiliar
Someday
I'll forget
That I once loved you
The feelings I had
Will have faded
Someday
I'll forget
That your lips were like wine
And your touch moved me to tears.
Someday
I'll forget
The madness of desire
The ache of longing
The futility of love.
Someday
I'll forget
To look over my shoulder
Searching for your beloved gaze.
Someday
I'll forget.
This is a poem I wrote when my son was in The Site Fights. As I sit here gazing at the metal box before me,
All its circuits whirring and its lights for me to see
I ponder on the distances these microchips must travel
To connect us all together and prevent the chain's unravel.
What a wondrous happening we've helped create today
With all the problems in the world, we've thrown them all away
So that we can come together in the spirit of the fight
Even though we're strangers, we'll prevail for what is right.
To support each other freely with the passing of the stick
With friendly competition, yeah, that'll do the trick!
So we'll sit amidst our metal, and we'll span the breadth of space
To come together in the spirit, and keep safe our cyber place.
Tinged With Pain and Madness
The first time I ever laid eyes uponThe sweetness of his gaze
I was lost.
He took my heart, my soul, my very being
And trapped it amid the stars in his eyes
He holds my love in a golden net
So tight it burns.
Yet I dread the day I might escape from it
I hang upon his every word
Hoping to hear just one word of love returned
But the words never come
They never come
My heart cries out a wild tune
Tinged with pain and madness
And he never hears
He never hears
How can this torture
Go on and on
Why can't the feelings cease
To burn and burn
My body tingles at the mere thought of his touch
Yet though he touches me
The pain aches as I know he longs for another
Oh gods take me from this foolishness!!
Why must this be
That the mate of my soul
Refuses to see
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