I haven’t felt like writing much. Still. I’ve thought about putting up a hiatus notice here, but then I was like…I don’t feel much like doing that, either. Lots of stuff going on for me lately, and it seems to be coming out in art more than in words this time. I even got myself a little Renderosity gallery. :LOL: I think I am doing pretty good so far since I am so new to it all.
I’m not going to go into what’s going on too much, but things at my house are really crazy right now. I’m not sure if I have been in denial, or just truly didn’t see how deeply my kids’ problems have been running. But it all came to a head the other day with Gregory, and I ended up taking him to the Emergency Room. He’s ok, but we both have had to face up to the fact that he needs serious help. He is a very angry young man, and I no longer know what to do for him. I can barely hang onto sanity myself most days. Not that that is an excuse. I feel like the worst mother in the world. But I guess all I can do is go from here and get him and Donovan the help they need. And hope for the best.
3 Comments
Rose · July 4, 2003 at 12:57 pm
Goodness, you are not the worst mother in the world. Things just happen. I had every advantage and still went through depression and problems growing up. There is no shame in getting help either. That is what those people are there for. You love your kids and are there for them, that is a huge advantage within itself. You all are just going through a rough patch at the moment.
Your art work looks wonderful. You are doing a great job. I hope that you feel like writing again soon. I am here if you ever want to talk.
witchy · July 4, 2003 at 2:19 pm
Rose is right darlin’! You Are NOT the worse mother!! (we all feel like that some times, *G* read mine when the girl got sunburned 🙂
You do EVERY Thing that you CAN. you can do no more. and you’re a SMART Creative Beautiful Lady, with lots of talent, who has a large caring heart.
Things WILL be better. Believe it. and you do good with the kids!
HUG!! To you dear one!!
Emerald Sky · July 5, 2003 at 9:19 am
Trisha, you are not a bad mom… but I understand because I feel the same way so much of the time. 🙁 Hang in there. I’m praying for peace for you.
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