Miscellany

I Will Love

I don’t want my life to be a novel anymore. A show. It’s beautiful because it’s sad, but it feels like it’s for other people to look at. “Look how strong she’s been, look how hard she falls, look how passionate she is.” They look but don’t touch. They admire Read more…

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I Miss My Friend

I know I shouldn’t (because of a multitude of reasons), but on days like this, I miss my friend. I miss messaging him and seeing stupid smilies grinning back at me. I miss hearing him laugh. I miss the sound his voice makes when he’s about to say something important. I miss Read more…

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A Midsummer Eve

I asked you for life On a breezy midsummer eve And hoped and longed For your company On a midsummer eve You gave me your answer And wished me well But my hopes were dashed to pieces You gave me your answer And I looked upon your face Something broke Read more…

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The Cost of Despair

I’d like to tell you a story. It isn’t my story, and it may not even be entirely accurate, as most of it is based on things I was told, and clouded in painful memories that cut just as deeply today as they did then. but I will do the Read more…

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Regret

“Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.” – Good Will Hunting

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What Difference Does It Make?

“She was the third beer. Not the first one, which the throat receives with almost tearful gratitude; nor the second, that confirms and extends the pleasure of the first. But the third, the one you drink because it’s there, because it can’t hurt, and because what difference does it make?” Read more…

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The Smallest Thing

Sometimes, someone can do or say the smallest thing, yet it fills up such a large part of your heart. On November 20, 2012, I went to the book release event for a book called Lunatic Heroes, written by C. Anthony Martignetti. I had only heard about this book and Read more…

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I will always love you

I will always love you. Always. But, I guess, sometimes love just isn’t enough. I think maybe not only did I hit my breaking point, I crashed into it so hard that I broke into a million impossible pieces that will never fit together quite the same again. And the Read more…