How eerie is this?? This is my Colorgenics profile:
Enough is enough – and you feel that you’ve had enough for a while. You don’t need any more battles. You just would like to be able to shout “stop” and experience a little peace and calm … even if it be only for a little while. This doesn’t mean that you need to cut yourself off from the rest of the world … it just means that you are seeking some respite… some physical or emotional relaxation that could release some of the the tension and possibly reduce the internal conflict….
Everything seems to be going against you at this time .. Try as you may – you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.
We are all conditioned by our environment…and as such we respond to peoples perception of ourselves…but you feel that conditions are not right at this time…You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business-wise or personal, that is being offered…It is ‘make your mind up time’…The decision is all yours… but whatever decision you make…it will be the right one.
All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding.You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on – but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat … and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making … but indeed of those around you …
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and you are distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationships. You feel you are not appreciated by those who matter to you. You are attempting to escape into a world on which you can relax and feel at ease.