I guess it’s been a while since I wrote here about what’s going on with me. Probably because it’s all so boring, embarrassing, and drepressing.
Let’s see. I am working on a POTENTIAL job lead (*crosses fingers*), but I’m not going to jinx it by telling you all yet. 🙂
Other than that, there’s not much good going on. I didn’t get into the nursing program I applied for. Which I guess is probably fine anyway, because I am pretty sure I wouldn’t get financial aid in any case. I am TRYING to take it in stride, but I kind of feel…like a loser. Like if I can’t even get into a COMMUNITY COLLEGE nursing program, then what am I EVER going to be able to do with my life? Seems like nothing much lately. I feel…restless, agitated, irritated. My medication was changed because the other one wasn’t working well at all, which I am sure is exacerbating these symptoms until I get used to it, but it is also making me so exhausted and weary that I can barely function. I am afraid to sit on the couch because I am guaranteed to fall asleep within minutes, no matter what time I woke up or how much sleep I got. I don’t want to do anything. I hardly even want to sit here at this keyboard.
Which brings me to my novel. :ha: That’s a laugh. I am at 2,100 words. I have pretty much resigned myself to the fact that I won’t ever make it to 50,000, but I guess I AM still having fun, and I do still have a story to write. *shrug* I will have to learn to just do what I can, and stop stressing over trying to stretch myself too thin.
Gee, I’m in a good mood today :huh:. Because, of course, the last thing is, as some of you MAY have noticed, my site got hacked today. Luckily for me, they didn’t change anything but the front page. My files were untouched. Seems they were just letting us know they CAN do it if they want to. I have to keep the front page the way it is for a day or two until my administrator figures out how they got in. *sigh* Sorry about the lovely language they left there.
Anyway, my computer is fussing at me again. I had to reinstall all my system software for the second time in less than two months. Thankfully, I now have $181 towards a new computer! I will be setting up a thank you page for those that are donating very soon. And anyone else that has an extra few bucks to spare, I would greatly appreciate it. :kissy:
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3 Comments
HomieSexual · November 19, 2002 at 9:34 am
Ohh, my beautiful Goddess, I do pray too that you get the job lead that you’re aspiring for. I myself am changing jobs sometime soon, and I’m hoping nothing but benefits and good experience from it. The nanowrimo contest has been making you write a lot I see, time to devote that moments on pen and ink, —-or rather keyboard!
as for the site being hacked, all that matters now is that your work is safe, and hopefully… it’ll be kept that way. in the meantime, I think you should devise a tool to protect ya website.
*looks into the cauldron* Yes….
cat · November 19, 2002 at 8:11 pm
TWICIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE NOT A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON’T EVER CALL YOURSELF THAT!!!!!!!
I’ve been soooo busy with school I would have stopped and checked by sooner. :huh: but I wish you good luck with the job! Evil hacker must pay! :pirate:
etcetera · November 19, 2002 at 9:48 pm
you are definitely not a loser, trish. i know it’s hard sometimes, but try to think optimistically. you only fail when you give up. you win when you try, and i know that you’re trying. therefore…you’re a winner. muahs.
lol @ nano. bump nano. lmao jk. i’ve been procrastinating too. i’m only doing it for fun now. i doubt i’ll make 50g by the end of this month (unless i write a lot of bs). hehe. (hugs) love you.
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