Standing with my back against the wall
The feelings hammer into my brain
My heart has broken into a million pieces
My brain sinks slowly into
Despair
I can feel my back sliding downwards
In a detached otherworldly kind of way
The body moving hardly seems like mine
This pitiful lump curled into a ball
On the bathroom floor
The tears come unbidden
Carving rivers of
Despair
No way out
No way forward
Nowhere for this life to go
Nothing left but
Despair
Categories: Miscellany