I did it again, huh? I mean to write, but the days just drift by aimlessly, like tufts of dandelion fluff in the breeze. I have been exhausted. Physically. Emotionally. Going to bed at 8:30 most nights. Idling on AIM, forgetting I even had the computer on. Still feeling tired Read more…
Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You’d do anything To make them understand Have you ever had someone Steal your heart away And you’d give anything To make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words To get you in their heart But Read more…
I keep telling myself I need to make more of an effort to write here. The days fade away, the words strain against the wall of my mind, then abruptly give up and retreat. The kids get put to bed, darkness and quiet envelop me in their peaceful embrace, sleep Read more…
They say that everything in life has a price. And I’m not talking about a monetary price. I am talking about an emotional price. For every bit of growth we achieve, we pay a price in return. Painful memories. Hurt feelings. Lost friendships. Shame. Guilt. Anger. Fear. A broken heart. Read more…
I don’t know why I haven’t been blogging these past several days. Maybe I hit a block like Anitra. Maybe I just really haven’t had anything to say. I can’t even tell you. I do know that I have hit a bit of a slump, mood-wise, this past week. The Read more…
🙁 I am So sorry if you think I am shrugging you off. I NEVER meant things to come across in that way. [*Rest of post deleted 10-3-02*] [Edit] And now I feel like even more of a dork for the bit of misunderstanding. It was never my intention to Read more…
Aww, the last sin? Just when I was getting back into the swing of things. It seems as though this project has been with me so long, it almost makes me sad to see it come to an end. I have been through many transformations these last few months, both Read more…
First off, I want to thank everyone SO much for welcoming me back so warmly. It really feels good to know that I was not forgotten while I was in the Twilight Zone. I am slowly making the rounds to everyone that I know of, as well as trying to Read more…
:hello: Sitting here, at my own ancient dinosaur of a computer, typing this post, feels extremely surreal. Wait, that’s a vast understatement. I can still barely believe it. I am out of the shelter. Already it seems like some kind of creepy dream that wakes you from your sleep in Read more…