Snowed In

Have you ever felt like you honestly just have NOTHING to say? That’s the way I have felt for about the past week or so. I figure if I have nothing of value to contribute, then why bother saying anything at all? There are plenty of vapid, space-filling, brain-numbing blogs Read more…

Blah

I haven’t felt much like writing. Everything is just…blah. I am not sure how much of the previous feelings are responsible for it, or if it’s just a general malaise caused by the crappy weather. Because the weather has certainly been crappy. Rain, sleet, wind, cold, warm, muggy, brisk, snow. All within the past 5 days. I guess that’s New England for you.
I have also been in a creative slump for so long it’s as if I never had any artisitc ability in me at all. Sure, I did a few layouts, but as far as I can see, they aren’t really creative. Just slapping some things together. I haven’t done a Poser image in over 4 months. And I still don’t even have any desire to. It’s like the IDEAS are there, somewhere below the surface, mocking me, just where I can’t get to them. And there are times when I’m not even sure I WANT to reach them. It doesn’t feel worth the effort.
These are the times when it starts to feel like anything is preferable to this endless pain and misery. Even death.

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Dishonest

To answer the question raised, no, that post down there is not a work of fiction. more’s the pity. Thank you for your support. I. HATE. Liars. What the hell is it that makes a person pretend to be something they are not on the internet?? OK, yeah, whatever, I Read more…