The Post About Nothing

Apparently my post subjects have been quite banal lately. Perhaps it’s only because that’s how life has been feeling for me. No, I probably don’t have anything particularly insightful or informative to say, and my stories aren’t all that great, but it makes me happy to share them, and if Read more…

Crack Kills

I can’t believe I almost forgot to write this story down. Last week was the first time EVER that I wished desperately for a camera phone. Because I just knew that someone, somewhere would appreciate this. I had just dropped DJ off at school, and I needed to run some Read more…

Snowed In…Still?

The kids had school today. And I sent them. In retrospect this was probably a mistake, since it was snowing. But I desperately needed a break. Actually, I really only sent Gregory. I ended up taking DJ to school, then just staying there for about an hour and a half Read more…

Snowed In

Have you ever felt like you honestly just have NOTHING to say? That’s the way I have felt for about the past week or so. I figure if I have nothing of value to contribute, then why bother saying anything at all? There are plenty of vapid, space-filling, brain-numbing blogs Read more…

Lovely Week

Well. What a lovely week. Last weekend was a three-day-weekend, and the kids were like little devils on stilts or something. I was only too glad to escort them out the door on Tuesday. So on Tuesday I needed to go to the doctor, and while there, I am informed Read more…

A Good Quote

Thanks (once again) for your support. 🙂 I am slowly coming out of this, I think. Or, at least, enough to feel like a functioning human being again. And I feel a rant coming on. Stay tuned. This is just a random quote from my sidebar that I thought was Read more…

Blah

I haven’t felt much like writing. Everything is just…blah. I am not sure how much of the previous feelings are responsible for it, or if it’s just a general malaise caused by the crappy weather. Because the weather has certainly been crappy. Rain, sleet, wind, cold, warm, muggy, brisk, snow. All within the past 5 days. I guess that’s New England for you.
I have also been in a creative slump for so long it’s as if I never had any artisitc ability in me at all. Sure, I did a few layouts, but as far as I can see, they aren’t really creative. Just slapping some things together. I haven’t done a Poser image in over 4 months. And I still don’t even have any desire to. It’s like the IDEAS are there, somewhere below the surface, mocking me, just where I can’t get to them. And there are times when I’m not even sure I WANT to reach them. It doesn’t feel worth the effort.
These are the times when it starts to feel like anything is preferable to this endless pain and misery. Even death.

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Dishonest

To answer the question raised, no, that post down there is not a work of fiction. more’s the pity. Thank you for your support. I. HATE. Liars. What the hell is it that makes a person pretend to be something they are not on the internet?? OK, yeah, whatever, I Read more…